The Rants

All these tests and deadlines are like all over me, literally.

The pressure to perform in school, the expectations of parents

The disillusionment, sometimes....

The need to have a life, that hopefully isn't only filled up by studying

Having to face family issues

Trying to be as good a brother i can be without looking like a disciplinarian

Errands to run and things just keep spoiling ard the house to keep me busy

Sometimes, only sometimes, i feel that this life is quite meaningless. . .


Yet, somehow i've gotta pick up the pieces and carry on with my life

You know what? Some people spend an entire lifetime trying to shore up the emotional strength to face the issues they need to, only failing terribly to do so. And each time they procrastinate, the longer and harder it becomes for them to come to terms with it. Things just snowball till it becomes to big for them to handle, then they start to grapple with it and live with it for the rest of life. What kind of a life is that?

I don't wanna be like them, if i have to face it

Let me face it with strength and grace. .

So help me God